Carnival of rusts

I can tear illusions

And to cease to breathe

In my head the horrible confusion

And my fear again gives to me a bitter kiss



My smile is so false

But I shall not cry

I was bothered by silly people - dolls

Why I do not see sense, why?



With you or without you 

all leaves under ground

My home is mew

The hero not found



I not your little girl

 I am the queen this holiday

My eyes not of pearl

this is yout assay



Have faded paints

My personality ska is calmest

Carnival without restraints

Carnival of rusts